omg! i'm very sorry for your loss….i have loosed 2 pet turtles before, one named Maxwell Tortellini Edison Paganini Ferrer the 1st, and Maxwell Tortellini Edison Paganini Ferrer the 2nd, now i only have Maxwell Tortellini Edison Paganini Ferrer the 3rd (yes i'm serious) i also had also lost some great friends since the past 3 years…2 german shepherds, a dalmatian, a beagle,and 2 labradors, and i was very sad about it, so i felt yer pain!!!