I can't wait until I am able to produce as clean tones. I also want a microphone that good -.-

*grumbles* The thingy didn't let me post, and deleted my book. So I am going to keep it short

I always memorize the music. I can't read notes or anything. So I kinda have to.

It is extremely demanding to do so. But is one of those moments you are rewarded for overcoming obstacles. To me it feels as if the music comes alive. It doesn't sound exactly the same every time. It depends on your state of mind. As if you insert a piece of yourself into the music. It gives it soul, if you will.. It sounds overly clichèed, but to me it is very much true

But you shouldn't take what I say too seriously, as I am considered to be fairly odd, and a social deviant  

Regardless. I strongly support memorizing music. The moment you are liberated from the sheet. I guarantee your "sound" will improve.