I am coming back into the violin again. I never got past novice the first and second time. I had been discouraged from playing the violin because of negative comments from hallucinations.

I took a look at what motivates me for playing the violin and organ. The answer is I love the music, love playing the music, and i want to entertain people with the music.

I am into fast music, not slow music.

Fiddlerman.com was my first introduction to playing the violin, at which point I had purchased a fiddlerman apprentice. I wish I still had that violin, but sold it after the sound post fell. Now I know how to fix such things, but, it's too late.

I am now studying from Remma Agbo on udemy.

But this is what I want from violin and organ. Fast music that I can entertain people with. I also want to reach up and be able to compose my own music.