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Any ideas? I thought not being able to be in front of anyone was just nerves, but I'm thinking it may be a real thing, we joke about it, but I seriously change color and want to throw up at the thought of it never mind actually playing.
I mess around and I'm up for a giggle but this just terrifies me...
Apparently have to play a little concert at the end of the fiddle camp this month, I am a wreck already!...I know that no one will probably hear me, and I'm not scared of messing up but something inside me makes me feel physically sick at the thought of it.
I completely understand. Since I picked up my violin again I am scared who hears me. I never would have played the variety show if it weren't for my son. I will do almost anything for him. I was so nervous/scared, I never looked at the crowd. He did amazing, I messed up at the end. Not one person mentioned it. But since then, many people have commented on how great it was. I am glad I did it, it has given me more confidence as well as passion. Now I want to play really well the next time, redeem myself.
Be confident, I am sure that you are going to do amazing. Having read the forum, I know how active you are and the work that you put into the fiddle. Once you start, the music will take over and you will be a rock star! Good luck.
If you can, try small by making videos. Even making videos only you will ever see can be a challenge to work through. Move up to sharing a video. Move on to trying a short show on Streetjelly.com .... These are all things I've done, and doing these things have worked for me, though my nerves aren't totally gone when performing in front of people, they are just more tolerable, haha. When I really wanted to work hard at getting past some of my nerves I played every Sunday on Streetjelly to work through it, and it really did help. When I had to do a recital (our recitals were all just solo performances of a tune you picked out) I was able to put myself in the mindset I'd get when doing my little shows, and it did help me get work through having actual real people looking back at me, haha.
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Your apprehension is natural, just some back ground on me, I have played bass and the flat top guitars, sung, taught, and spoke in public since I was 15 and have no issues in doing so, but the fiddle has caused me all kinds of issues playing in public. Only recently have I been able to relax enough to play and enjoy playing in front of people. I would try so hard I would tense up, my upper arm and have bow shakes, become irritated when I was out of tune and lose my concentration leading to losing my place in the song. First time I played the Lovers' waltz in public I blew the opening run and was just livid with my self, I had worked so had on that run only to blow it, afterwards I realized, only me and Lori, my piano player who I play with, knew I had messed up that run. What I played was on time and sounded ok for the cord progerssion that was going on, several said they loved the song and it was there favorite of the ones i had played! And here I was furious with my self for the mistake. Most people have no clue what it takes to play the fiddle. Take a deep breath then continue to breath and play with passion for the love of playing, making music.
You'll do great!
Master the Frog and you have mastered the bow.
Oh thanks guys, yes I should make vids, it took me a lot of guts to make the one for here, and after I did it such a relief....it was fun, I think cause everyone here is so nice.
Oh Mark, I would have crumbled...but you are right, a lot of people listening wouldn't even know, and I'm sure you sounded awesome.
It's been in every situation in front of people, but I could use the fiddle as something to hide behind I guess...I'm totally OK IN a group - just not in charge of or in front of a group! - so silly I know.
My youngest daughter jumped in on me practicing last night "wow, you used to be terrible, now you are just mildly annoying!" - confidence booster!
I chatted to my mum yesterday the phone and we were giggling about embarrassing situations we shared, funny stories and such.
She recalled when I was about 12-ish and I was in the school band, I had not been able to get an instrument as my dad was sick and we couldn't make a noise when we visited him at the hospital every day after school. My teacher gave me a triangle so I could still be in the band. On our performance night I was back in the percussion area next to the drummer, who I was absolutely in love with (he didn't know I existed) but he did smile at me once or twice. Right at the end of the performance when my one note came I was just staring at the drummer and everyone was staring at me....waiting. My whole family was in the audience, I thought I was going to die, I hit that note and ran off in tears...
I blame the whole thing on the cute drummer ...this could have been the moment that made my fear being in front of people with expectations that I didn't meet a reality....seems kinda silly now, I just have to get over the whole thing...seriously!!! I never take myself seriously so why should I when doing something as small as playing in a little concert, with people I will probably never see again anyways....
Oh shoot, my hubby just announced that the whole fam was showing up on the last night for the concert.....and now we are back to square 1.
Thank you FM - I'm def over that part...I'm sure the drummer isn't so hot today!
My husband does voice overs and can sing a dream....he said (like everyone else does) that everyone gets nervous, even his voice goes a bit croaky for a few seconds, then it all goes away. He said that I'm pretty much in a pickle most of the time anyways, so he's like, whats new, just get in there and have fun.....He's such a sweety, I was getting in a mess with the metronome (never sure quite how to keep up with it, or when to jump in) so he sat there last night clapping his hands to the beat to show me how to play along with it.
Lorna told me that when she plays with her husband in his band, he turns the volume up and when he's not looking she runs over and turns it way down....and they go back and forth, volume up and down...cause she is scared to death too...
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